Home Sweet Home!

Wow, so much can change in a couple of weeks! J is back home for good. Things didn't work out like he hoped, so he resigned from his position in Texas. I have such mixed emotions about it all. I am happy that he is back with me and that I don't have to move, but I am sad that this opportunity wasn't what he thought it would be. Obviously, money doesn't buy you happiness. If it did, J wouldn't have been so miserable there.

Soooooo on to a new adventure! I can't wait to see what happens next!

My Baby's Back!

Woo Hoo! My hubby is coming home for the weekend! He arrives Thursday night and leaves Sunday evening. It's a short trip, but at least we will be in the same space for 40 hours! The next time we will see each other is for the Fourth of July weekend. After that? Who knows!

Still HANGIN" TOUGH

NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK will be in concert on October 18th!!!!!!!! Tickets go on sale June 21st. I am so there! My partner in crime and I have started making plans. If anyone is interested in joining us, just let me know. It will be fantastic!

J has left the building

J left for Dallas this morning. It was a very teary goodbye. He kept pushing back the departure time, but eventually he had to grab his stuff and go. He just called to tell me he made it there safely. Thank Goodness! I am not sure when we will see each other next. Hopefully he will be able to come down sometime before July. Until then, I'll take it one day at a time.

9 days and counting

It looks like I will not be moving to Dallas for another six months. J wants to see how things will work out before moving me and all of our worldly goods there. I refused at first. I can't imagine living apart from him for that long. But what he said makes sense. What if he hates living there? What if the job sucks? What if the move turns out to be a huge mistake and we are stuck there? So, he said to give it six months and we can make the final move then. We will visit each other once a month or as often as our schedules allow. I know this will drive me nuts. I am freaking out! J will be leaving in NINE DAYS and I wont see him until Fourth of July weekend. After that? Who knows! I have a feeling that I will be moving there sooner than planned. It will be too hard to be away from him.

By the way, the support I have received from family and friends has been truly amazing. Thank you, thank you, thank you! From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

It is Official!

J got the job in Dallas. His first day is May 27th. He is extremely excited and I am trying my hardest to be happy for him. I told everyone in my family about the move and they are very sad. They don't want me to go. My sister said she does not want to tell the Prince and Princess yet. They will be so upset.
I am not sure when I will be able to move. There is so much to do in such a short amount of time. Hopefully J will be able to make it back a couple of times to help me pack and move. This is a task I don't want to take on alone.
Honestly, I thought I would be handling this much better then I am. When J first told me he took the job I was numb. Then it felt like a six ton elephant was sitting on my chest and I couldn't breathe. Then I became really angry.

Now, I'm just sad.

I don't know what else to say.

News Flash!

Texas is back on the table. J is there now. Don't worry, I am fine.